Depression

The movies will show you

Thirteen Ghosts

Pay attention to the day and planetary hour. When you start to pay attention you will see the planets really do influence our moods. It is not just enough to know someone else’s sign but their  DOB and exact time of entrance into the world as well. It helps in dealing with people.

For example, I know on the day that is said to be a day for confrontation (mars) is the best day out of the week for me. Weird, but that is the observation that I have made over the last few weeks. Try it for yourself! See which days and hours make you yippity and which ones make you lethargic. These doctors now-a-days are not going to present this theory to you and I know I am not the only one who has ever thought about this. They want money so of course they are not going to give you this theory. Mix this with alternative medicine, aroma therapy, and silencing the mind (also know as meditation) you will be on your way to recovery the safe and natural side effect free way. Only in the U.S.A will you be dehumanized and labeled. God Bless America =(

Planetary Hours

http://hours.geocosmic.org/cgi-bin/chart/Input.exe?PARAM=RP&FINALFORM=ncgr.html

Time Travel with the soul is possible

The Last Quarter Moon

The Waning moon is used for banishing and rejecting those things that influence us in a negative way. Negative emotions, diseases, ailments, and bad habits can all be let go and special spells for clearing negative energies from the self, home, ritual circle, tools and so on can be performed at this time. Simply remember that when you remove an energy, you want to fill the void with a more positive energy. So this is also a good time to consecrate the future with what you want it to be as you move forward.

Can I Share?

JOHN THE APOSTLE

PATRONAGES:  He is invoked against poison.  He is also the patron of art dealers, authors, bookbinders, booksellers, and burns.  He is called upon for editors, engravers, friendships, lithographers, painters, papermakers, publishers and tanners.  He is so invoked for theologians and writers.

Why aren’t you writing, or at least reading and studying?  When this card shows up it talks about abilities and talents not being utilized.  They are God gifts that we chose to ignore, because our human egos say we will never be good enough.  This is a go for it card.  The foundation was set for us long ago, we are the wheels that are needed to put the vehicle into motion, but we keep stalling out.  We are also given wonderful friends for support, who try hard to cheer us on.

BROKEN

It took me some time to get to this point. The point where I realize that all this time I have been dealt blow after blow and never acknowledged it until know. To acknowledge it and deal with each blow and to call yourself out on it and see what the role you and other players have played in this game called life or survival or the fittest, is to be free. I allowed this hurt to curl up in me and rot which over the years has made me somewhat of a rotten person. Remember, it all starts with you. It starts within. Just like good health is from the inside out. You are what you eat. If you eat bullshit or continue to put your energy into the bullshit nothing but bullshit will come of it! Bad enough it is in there (hurt, pain, embarrassment,resentment) like a tapeworm getting all your essential nutrients (self love, peace, happiness) you just keep feeding it wondering why you are not getting full and putting some weight in those curvy places that all the boys like. You are being deprived! After all this time you don’t think you need to go see the doctor? You didn’t think something was wrong? I had to acknowledge it at some point and now I am dealing with it. Feels great! It won’t happen over night but it will I will get there one step at a time.

The Follow Up

Santisima Muerte

I hope when the time comes, she accepts me with open arms.

I Am Worth It To Me So Phuck You And Have A Great Day =)

My Heart Hurts

This is the first blog entry I do and I hate it only because it is going to be so negative. I try to be the best me possible and love everyone but I now see that it is sometimes just best to stay to myself. This is the mood I am currently in so here we go.

My family sucks ass! Yeah they do. I am so tired of people around me who do not want anything for themselves and then want to tell you how to get where you want to go. Excuse me! You don’t have a road map for your life so how in the hell? When people see that you are trying to make changes for the better in your life they will do everything in their power to throw you off your A-game. I am beyond tired!  You will miss me when I am gone and when I am finally gone don’t try to look me up I am unlisted and I don’t want to be found. I am falling so far off of your map.